Santa Claus!!!!!!!

Waiting for the dawn to break
Still in dreams of colors
Where Red & White makes the marvel
Flying across the skies in blue
Angels dance amidst dew

Waiting for the clock to strike down
The final ding dong
Bound by the spell of joy
My moment of surprise
Is still awaited to arise

Twinkling stars fall down
To enlighten you’re come down
The gifted day
With my

SANTA CLAUS!!!!!
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A special day, my christmas day....

Thou in thy..

Never knew what it was
Ignoring all mind alerts
Just went by heart throbs
And became the victim of crime

Fascinated by looks
Held to sense with passion
The lingering minutes
Melted like immediate ice

Converging shadows
Piercing nerves
Steering energy
Clogged jaws
Locked paws
Vented for explosion

Explosion of thou in thy..

Hide & Seek....

An unconventional thought
Made into shape
Formed a strange dream
Of facts & truths

Watching you with smiles
I stand in quite distance miles
With people around you
I see that happiness in you

Eager for glimpse of your sight
I stand alone out of light
I hold back my tears
And wish to stand near – to you

Just it takes few steps
To reach out to you
But I just hold back
My few steps can disturb
The zone of happiness
That you have made for others

We hide “I” from others
Hide all our individual wish, desire & happiness
We seek out for “others”
Needs, desire & fulfilment

In this life, we just play
Hide & Seek....

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My Horizon...

Everything is pre-written
With no clue on the happenings
They just take their own forms
And seem little scary – to me

Different thoughts form my day & night
But still I walk through the way of dreams
With hopes & belief
To reach my destiny’s destination

Given fresh sight
My vision is spread in light
Given new feathers
I fly through the clouds of filter

I stand & thrive alone
I burn my candles
To make the realm of all my beloved
Cradle with happiness

What I love & what I like
Does matters
But with me as a crying candle
I dissolve the real me in myself

My happiness is not in mine
I find it in all & make it for others
And that’s my horizon…

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Everyone in this world lives for somebody....
You may only be someone in the world, but to someone else, you may be the world...

Distance...

With soaring thoughts
You are moving away quite far
With my one step forward
You are making your way backward

Will I be left to stand alone
Because I am not understanding??
Will I be left to kill my conscious
Because I am not thinking??
Will I be left with nothing
Because I am expecting something??

It's not a crime - because
I don't understand
It's not a curse - because
I don't think
It's not a sin - because
I expect

Shattered I stand
Near to you
Close to you
But I feel
You away

In Distance....
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After an argument I felt this....I am not expressive..

We are back...

Wishing to see our past

We travel down the lane of memories

With budding dreams

With verdant thoughts

We see ourselves grow – as ourselves

Wishing to see our past

We travel down the lane of memories

With little grains of experience

With lights of guidelines

We see ourselves walk – through life

Wishing to see our past

We travel down the lane of memories

With our minds set on different goals

On roads of different destinations

We see ourselves thrive – for success

Wishing to see our past

We travel down the lane of memories

With remembrances in heart

With thoughts in mind

We see ourselves reminiscence

In our album of memories

We see ourselves back

In our paradise lost…

We are back…

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"Pain of missing friends is realised when you are alone watching a gang of friends enjoying in front of you. Seeing them you just want to get back to your old days..."

Rescue me....

Nourishing my dreams

With positive thoughts

Waited for your reply

For four long years

Whirlwind of thoughts

Screaming mind voice

Triggering emotions

Created the fear

Fear of losing myself

To defend myself

From the suffocating fear

I made my mind

To talk to you for one last time

With hopes of being found

I called you

With lost phrases & withered words

I communicated my heart felt feelings

For my questions

Still I have feelings towards you

Give me some time & a chance to understand you

Why not me??

You just replied

I don't have emotions

I have concerns which I cannot share

Never want to argue

In an urge to bring end to the conversation

And everything else

You asked me "Anything else??"

I stand here alone

With dreams shattered

And desires gloomed

With no nerves to say you

Rescue me from life….

We end the call

Bringing end to all

An Alive soul

Lost with reality

Clinging to just hopes

Waiting for the rescuer

To take me away

From hurting past

Oh Lord!!!!!!

Rescue me…..

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When our hopes & dreams get shattered we lose ourselves to fear. We look forward for a savior to bail us out of the world of fear…Here savior refers to hopes & belief in one self in handling the past…

You being YOU....

In the crowd of new

You are lost in dark hue

Merging with new waves

You are being extinct

With insignificant thoughts of inspiration

You are losing yourself like perspiration

In the crowd of new

You are lost in dark hue

Drawn towards their fancies

You have lost your way like a gypsy

Always thinking to be like someone

You have lost your own thoughts

In the crowd of new

You are lost in dark hue

Walking behind the deceiving pleasure

Happiness beside you has lost its treasure

Trying to make-over like someone

Remember your shadow shade remains the same one

In the crowd of new

You are lost in dark hue

Realize soon

You are being lost

Before your identity could vanish

Get hold of it

Live & decorate the stage as YOU

The real content of life is only in

You being YOU..

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“No one can play your role more perfect than you”

Each person’s identity is being themselves. But some people want to be like someone & not as themselves. They do things just for the heck of doing it. These kinds of people are losing out their beauty.

Enjoy & do things. Feel the vibe of yourself in you. Real happiness lies in being oneself..

Eternity

It was a fresh start

But never knew where, when & how it all happened

Passed through many tough bends

But it was an endless end

Shared all seasons of emotions

Like the early hours of spring

Every hour spent was evergreen

Like the longest day of summer

Every day spent was warmth

Like the bountiful month of autumn

Every month spent was colorful memories

Like the freezing year of winter

Every year spent was a pleasant voyage

Shared all day & night

With the delightful laughter & smile

Walked through the bright day of lights

Forgetting all the sorrows of life

Slept through the dark in night

Washing away all our pains

Enjoyed walking in rain

The sweet memories

Evergreen moments

Pleasant voyage

Shines in eternity….

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I enjoy being with my friends..They are just like me...

Bell-O-Jingle

Bell-O-Jingle made a mingle

A little wonder

Given to me with your tender

Rhythm of string

Makes our love ring

Bell-O-Jingle made a mingle

Saga of our hearts

Sail in the melody craft

With the dazzling chime of hymn

I feel the presence of him

Bell-O-Jingle made a mingle

The tiny tinkle

Just brings back all my twinkle

The colorful bells

Make me feel your spell

Best moments...

With you near me

Were my best moments

I felt

Enticing caress of breeze

The gleaming lights

Stars in daylight

Soothing day in night

Heavenly happiness

Me in you

With you near me

Were my best moments

I enjoyed

Hand in hand walk

Pleasant long bike ride

Long silent soul talks

Caring embrace

Miss you kiss

Whisper of feelings

With you near me

Were my best moment

I had

Three days of fun

Three days of happiness

Three days of oneness

With you near me

Were my life’s best moments…..

Enchanting Prayer...

My silent prayer

Everyday I pray

With eyes closed

I look around for you

With hands folded

I await your embrace

My silent prayer

Everyday I pray

Thoughts of you

Engrave me in our world

With you & me in far land

Memories make lanes to green land

My silent prayer

Everyday I pray

I wish for little more space

Just beside you

With tears making my pillows wet

I try to sleep

My bed time prayer

Is never complete

My one tear drop in your recall

Makes them

More enchanting…

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When we miss somebody close to our heart, we would wish to see them or talk to them over phone immediately. Sometimes when we are not able to do both we just sit back & think about them & the time we had spent with them. Sometimes when we are lost in their thoughts, without our realization a tear drop rolls down our cheek...A tear drop can make us realize how special they are to us & how much they mean to us...

Laugh

Loud & aloud

A sudden burst

Uneven blast

Of thunderous noise

Loud & aloud

Mesmerizing melody

Of all Lords

Blessed by white angels

Loud & aloud

Spreading the charm

In just a wink

The abode of happiness

Miracles Still Happen...

Miracles are miracle. It’s just a happening but they are always special because all emotions club together when the happening just happens…

Waiting for you was a pleasurable pain

And my wait for you is only on a gain

Every one wish for you in every single prayer

And you can never be a slayer

Rich & poor

Infant & adult

Young & old

All are looking for you

Where are you???

Waiting for you was a pleasurable pain

And my wait for you is only on a gain

Your arrival is a mystery

And washes off everyone’s misery

Strong belief on you gives them more hope

Everyone’s dreams are born without a promise

As dreams can meet up the happy demise only with you

Everyone waits for your arrival

Waiting for you was a pleasurable pain

And my wait for you is only on a gain

You are always out of reach

Your presence can be only sensed & felt

Only by those who are blessed

As you are a special phenomenon

People just don't treat you as a common

Just make their belief true

Miracles Still Happen…

Sleep My Baby Doll...

Sleep my baby
I am always beside you
Guarding you like an angel
Spreading the lights of tinsel

Sleep my baby
I promise, a fresh start is waiting for you
Your tomorrow will never be a sorrow
And I am sure your day will be blessed by all pure marrow

Sleep my baby
Just close your eyes
You will never fear the devil’s scare
In my embrace of care

Sleep my baby
I will sing lullabies
Your thoughts will rest in peace
My caress will make you feel ease

Sleep my baby
Forget your worries
Trust me miracles will happen
Just like the Alice in wonderland

Sleep my baby
You will have sweet dreams
No one will harm you
When I am near you

Sleep my baby doll
I am always there for you
JUST ONLY FOR YOU....

My Mistake

We learn from our mistakes. But when our mistakes hurts somebody then its bad.We would have hurt them unintentionally even without our knowledge. When we realize or learn that our mistakes have hurt people close to us, we will then be stormed by very bad guilt feeling..I have too hurt one person very close to me & this poem is influenced only with those guilt thoughts...

It was my mistake
I shouldn’t have sent it
The feeling of you being mine
Made me share every single tine

Your questions of your friend keep it to yourself
Hit my emotions all side & it was unexpected
I have hurt your feelings
And I know my sorry can never console you

I wished to talk to you
But my words have lost their phrase
With the fear that engrossed
I never attended your calls

As I know I will break down
I just ignored your calls
Your continuous phone ring
Made my every nerve feel the sting

I never meant to ditch you
Which I can never do it
Your message like this
Just made me feel the clog

I attended your call at last
Both of our speech was held in pause
I heard your tear of burst
Felt the pain in every inch of my crust

With people around me
I couldn’t react & speak much
Have to forcibly hold back the rushing tears
And talk to you hiding all my fears

Your words “I will never harm you”
Your words “I am sorry for everything”
Shows that my mistakes have hurt you in vein
And have speared more pain

In the play of misunderstanding
We both were made victims
But it was my mistake
To give space for this stage

Trust me
I never disclosed anything
I promise, my confession to you
Purely encloses everything

I will never put you down
My mistake has let me down
Sorry for everything that I have done
I am guilty

It's my mistake….

Special Kids... - Unicorn

When I see this picture of Unicorn, my mind just lingers through some old thoughts. Near my school, there was an institution for special kids. Unicorn species are special in their own way but they are not treated normal. They are just like those special kids (deaf & dumb) who wish for a normal life....

In the crowd of hundreds

I was always lost in dread

Odd looks & strange faces

Had led down my pace



I was not recognized one among the community

But still wanted to be in unity

Left alone in the lonely mass

I just looked at ways to pass



I can still make it on my own to my destination

With very clear thoughts & ideas of my intention

Let me free to choose my path

And I know I can face all halt



I am not one among the hundred

I am just one out of the hundred

I am not like you & so I am alienated

I am what I am & so I am specially designated



My specialty is not your world normality

Your world normality is little less in me

What is little less in me is not a curse

It's only that I live with a special bless



I love to live

Not live to live

God is always near

And I feel His pure



With skies so near

My star shines clear

And I see my life becoming dear...



I am a Unicorn with extra horn

Let me live my normal life as myself

Life of a Unicorn....

Daddy's Little Girl...

Everyone were strangers & I was lost

Wondering & looking around as to where I am

So many faces, so many things

In front of which I appeared like tiny nothing


Tears were about to roll down my cheeks

You just smiled at me & kissed my cheeks

You are the first man of my life

Whom I admired & fell in love at first sight


You were strict to make me disciplined kid

But always admired me as a naughty kid

When I came home crying with hurted knees

You embraced & consoled me with tender


You always wanted me to be a winner

But still made me accept things when I was a looser

Made me learn things while I play

And wanted me to enjoy life just like my first day


I liked you as you were like me when you were with me

You liked me because I was like you

You were my little hope of my little heart

To whom I always wished to pour out my entire whine


As a kid I never knew many things about you

But always I enjoyed being with you & I believed you

Always looked for shelter under your eyes

And I did many silly things just to impress you


As years grew older, the distance between us grew

We talk less, we see less & we share less

But the love & space I have for you is never less

Silence rules & my feelings towards you were never let out


You have always been very special

And I will hold on to you like treasure

Man of my first love

To whom my feminine always bows


I am Daddy's little girl...

Smile

Smile is a simple makeover required for a person to appear more beautiful...


Every hour

Every minute

Every second

Elapses in your tide


Little hurts

Little sorrows

Little tears

Vanishes in your gloss


New happiness

New desires

New wishes

Revive in your spell


Your radiance

Gives elegance

Your embrace

Gives grace


With you close in me

I feel the enlightened beauty of me...

A Touch of Healing...

I am just walking behind you everyday

To gain your attention for the day

You always praise me for my loyalty

Your every action towards me shows that royalty


You always play with me the game of nagging

And I show my love towards you by wagging

You sometimes seem like never caring

But your hug always says that I am your darling


You take me for a walk

And our souls have a long talk

With you I always sensed the happy hours of paradise

Which I cannot tell you but the feel is very nice


I always feel your feelings

When you are sad with your face down

I try to make you smile with my actions of clown

But I wish to make you feel the comfort ness in my one touch

As I feel in yours in my pains


A touch in which I can show my care

A touch in which I can convey my love

A touch of healing....

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I like my dog a lot. He is a cute kid. He loves me a lot & I have always felt that. When I pamper him a lot, sometimes he looks at me so cutely that I feel that he is so happy & he is trying to convey me something. When i give him a hug, I feel he too feels my happiness...

These lines here are inspired from his actions. Sometimes I feel lost & I will be very quite. My cute little one will come & sit near me. He will keep looking at me for sometime. As if he had understood something he just places his hand on mine & will keep looking at me. Unless I give a smile he will never move from that place & his touch gives me that good feel of heaven...

May be these are the lines my dog wants to convey me...

Rays of Hope

Just like the drops of dew

I feel so fresh & new

Just like the blooming sunflower

I sense the first day of light in early hour


My thoughts spring out from a bright room

I enjoy my days just like the first day in my mother's womb

While playing around the garden of Montessori

I still learn the true values in life's Monasteries


In worthless race, sometimes I run like mad

But the feel of racing, just makes me glad

In effective speech, sometimes I just don't talk

But the sense of being understood makes my walk


Every passing second, lets me to think of rushing hours

Every rushing hour, lets me to see the breaking days

Every breaking day, lets me to county my months

Every counting month, lets me to see through years - years of living


Little rays of hope

Made my nothing everything

And everything as my thing...

Memories...

Memories can always make you rejoice or repent. The way they haunt you makes you what you are. The way you treat them takes you where you want.

All creatures with life have some memories…..


Stained with the deep colors of thoughts

Of red, blue, green & black

In the tomb of red wall (heart)

They form together the arc of one color rainbow

In the game of hide & seek of one color

Brightness & darkness take the cop & thief role

And both walk beside me to make me a perfect soul



I try to the spread the colors evenly

And give them different shades

They remain more stained

Little I try to remove the stain complete

It ends in vain making me incomplete

Arc of one color rainbow

Cannot be removed with any waters of purity



They make my tomb with bright & dark shades

In which I live through decades…

Reflection...

This is about my dreams & reality. Here 'I' means reality & 'You' my dreams...

I see you through

With me in you

You are my part

But still we walk apart

We both reflect the same image

But play it in a different stage

As you sink in the ocean of perfection

I sail through the path of imperfection

In race of winning

Without even a tinge of cunning

We both are still running

To wear the victory of crowning

You live in my thought

And I live in your heart

But in the game of checkmate

We can never be soul mate

With I on your side

You can never hide

I vow to make you as my child

And we both can walk with pride

You & I grow with cohesion

On different illustration

You & I stand as ‘We’

And it makes ‘Me’….

Book of Life

In my life’s goal
I am not in the lead role
Everyone travel with me to some distance
Draft them with instance – of their life
And just depart playing their part

Autobiography of mine
Written without my conscience
Copy right of my life’s authorship
Is never mine on any hardship
There is nothing I can define
For me to be mine

The beast of good, bad & ugly
Live within me deadly
With no reflections of my thoughts
My book of life
Carries my life
But where am I in it????

My Day..

With the dawn

My day was born

Rays of light

Make them white

As Happiness bloom

My soul is out of gloom

Spreading across the spree

The breeze enlighten little glee

The smiles flow

And gives me a glow

Love & care cuddle up

They make an enchanting hub

My soul needs some hay - Hope, Love & Care

And with these clay

Everyday I build my day…

Fear

Every end is unfold

I toddle without a hold

Moving through all bend

I search for the end

As I move towards the shine

Darkness sways mine – myself

With a trembling heart I look around for a savior

To make up my conscience as a warrior

With comrade of mine

Let me run past this time

With re-birth of my happiness from assassination

I wish to make my fear an illusion…

The Journey of Life

In the journey of miles

I met my life

And decided she to be my wife

With her beside

I never moved a bit aside

With the sparkle of her sight

I felt the green twilight

My brain held a break

And looking at her

I felt great

Directed in a different track

My heart split open the love crack

The force of attraction

Created more commotion – in my heart

As I became senseless

Everything seemed motionless

Reached the station

Is it our destiny’s destination??

I wish to hold her hand

And make my step grand

I wish to walk with you

And I can spend my lifetime in your hue

I wish - We were meant to be together

As one and other

I wish - She led me from journey of miles

To journey of life…..