A year of gratitude...

As many walked in

Few walked out as well

With whatever little

I had for myself

I evolved & learnt to accept

When what I wished for

Seemed like far from reality

Even miracles seemed like

Way too far to fetch anything beyond

I have striven & learnt to live in the moment

When I gave up, once & for all

As I headed my way through

Trying to sink in the feeling

And yearned for peace

I struggled & learnt to listen to in silence

When I thought it was over

They resurfaced from nowhere

I couldn't find a reason

And kept wondering how, why & for what

I gave in & learnt to believe in miracles

I had learnt to accept

I had learnt to give in

I had learnt to listen more

I had learnt to live for the moment

I had learnt to appreciate

From all that is given

All I would want to say is

Thank you!

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In short a year of surprise for me. My fears, identity, desires are still deep hidden within myself, but seems like someone is following my thoughts & making way for it.

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Reflections

 I see it

But I don't feel it

What I feel

Is never seen

By hiding my own feelings

I am seeking to see my reflections

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The twitch that you feel when you know it is not a dream but yet not real. Seems like it will remain forever :)

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Chase

The unclear notions

Left me always wondering

If it was a yes or no

With the wavering thoughts

I was playing alone

In the see-saw

Realized the ups & down

Were just my chase

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Sometimes it is better not to know everything. The feeling of unknown makes me feel high :) Everything need not be decoded.

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Let go!!!!!

From what I know

I am determined

Not to lose thyself

Not to give up to the moment

Not to feel anything intense

By just being right there

As normal as I can be

I feel as a stranger to my own feelings

When I know for sure

This is not how it feels

As I fear about not to let go off my inner self 

It is the battle of acceptance

From what I know &

What I feel

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Just how it feels :)

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The Far Unknown Land....

 

I fly high 

Through the skyline 

In search of my dream land 

This deep blue sea & the sparkling sand 

Draw me close to this land of unknown!

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Sometimes the mere thought of being lost in a new place, seems more beautiful, than being in the place where you were told you belong

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The Mystery

 

Your memories are like the passing wind
I am unable to hold them
But I feel them all so deep
Far yet so close
And never connected
With all these chaos in my heart   
I am not able to make peace

I want to let it all go
Once for all & just feel better
But I fail miserably every time
As I struggle to get off its hold
It takes over me
My soul devours on them and
I become more vulnerable

With so much uncertainty around
I feel deserted from my own self
I try to listen to my center
And there is storm all over
As I try to stop them
They slither through me
And curb me from moving forward


I believe I am in the place
Where I am supposed to be
It is definitely good
But not sure if there is something better

That I need to go for
I will wait for it to unfold
The Mystery…
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Life is a puzzle, the more you try to resolve it, the more you'll get trapped.

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The Hold

The day never ended

The hour never faded

The seconds never moved

So did the heart felt wishes

The tight hold & warm hug

They never lasted...

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This life is a constant battle between what you have, what you want & what you need.

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The Search

Confronted by reality

And comforted with oneself

It had been a struggle for survival

Getting my way out from past

And accepting the present as it is

I am trying to get to terms with my future

Everything was kept confined to myself

I never let anything inside

And never let anyone see through

Keeping everything closed

Within the walls that I have built

Was my only lifeguard

Deep in my silence, I find

All my fears, wishes & dreams

The key to this realm

Has been long lost and unknown

My identity is the only way

To get to me

Without understanding this,

All they do is continue with their

Hunt for the keys – The Search

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