Just a day...

Just a day
To reminisce all the deeds
Just a day
To rejoice all the past
Just a day
To thank the present
Just a day
To pray for a future

Just a day
To think how I have been
For a year
Very close & very far to people
Just a day
In my world
To picture me for myself
For all the lived through days

Just a day
To thank all
Just a day
Of thoughts
That I take along with me
As a gleaming memories
Just a day
For the New Year to rise
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Cherishing 2009 & Cheering 2010…

Silence

In my world of silence
I was lost so much
That I never heard my own talks
You just woke me up
And made me realize and feel myself

With more silence within me
I just missed to return much glee
With your simple touch
I sensed the mellow of goodness
And reciprocated the same to all

I can feel the transition in me
From stability of my thoughts
To harmony with my own self
I loved the resurrection of my world
You just made the difference

Now I feel I just reflect you
But not really
You are a steady taker of life
A blessed soul
Always real as you

You did everything & all wonders
Wish you take me along with you
And never leave me again
In the lost world
Of my enduring silence & pause

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Silence rules your thoughts & thoughts make your life…:)

Expressed the reflection of my thoughts in my own life.

My thoughts made the difference in me.

Wish to be positive & wish to enjoy each of my desire's bliss..

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Trust...

With the plunge of restricted thoughts
I lose myself in the kingdom of fear
I am scared to open my eyes
To my brain’s inevitable picture of reality
Trying to run far from all these fearful thoughts
But I am confined

I wish to live
In a story of happy knot, but
Fear of losing
Fear of being hurt
Fear of being left alone
Makes me hide myself from reality

Showering all your love

You bestowed my life’s best part
Next to my man of first love
You were the one I couldn’t resist to be with
I fell for you very badly

You made me cry, it hurts; Help me stand up again


In the realm of happiness created for all
I am in probation of mine
I mask all my tears
And await a confirmation
I know I can make it
Only if you stand with me

I know my fears can’t be answered
Neither by you nor by me
But still
I believe in you
I believe in your love and
I trust you…

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Just like that. Felt like writing this after watching MOZHI before climax visual where prithviraj just walks to jyothika & talks about her fears. Just an imagination on her mind thoughts..:)

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Day of Lights...

With new gleam of lights
The spirit of darkness was hollowed
In the radiance of divinity
Gloominess has reached its twilight

The loudness of purity
Spreads across happiness in infinity
All the dark dots of night
Are erased away in the day light
Celebrating the victory of the day
In glorious sparkling lights

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Day of lights - Diwali

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My Prayers..

A language that I don’t understand
A dialect that I am not capable of talking
The words which I don’t write
Has been the base of our love language

Just like a deaf & dumb
I talk to him in a language
Which I believe he still understands
And he only understands

I want him to talk to me & answer me
But I don’t hear him any
May be he is talking
And I don’t understand

It’s not a communication gap
It’s just an intricacy in understanding
With my language & in his silence
Waiting for answers - MY PRAYERS

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In form of prayers we convey our regards to Almighty.
Prayers differ from languages to regions.
But still we all wait for each of our answers...:)

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My man of honor...

You just walked with me through this long life
With a promise of relationship & love
You have always been at the giving end
And I enjoyed receiving it from you

You inspired me in all ways
And made me a real girl
With me reaching on every stage of life
You looked upon me with pride

With no expectations
You still hold on to my hands
You build all your hopes & faith
And crowned me as your girl

Today I hold your hands
And walk with you
Living your dreams
Not sure if I can live up to that always

I wish I could assure you
Forever & ever
The same firmness of hold
Which I feel in yours

On liberalization of your hold
I wish I will still feel the warmth of secured ness
From you &
In him

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My man of honors - MY DAD..:)

Don't know how..??

While passing each stage
We look back at our past
Some memories are like fermenting wine
The more you go through them
The more you replenish your soul

Some memories are like stinging needles
The more you try to ignore them & walk

They rise high like tide
And make your each foot step wet on shore

Some memories are wishes
The more you feel touched with them
The more you will feel to take them into your future
Past can pave its way for future
Only if I walk through this present with all & together

With no clue on future
I wish I can walk past this stage
Don’t know how
But I wish to be…

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Certain things cant be explained r expressed..:)

Sweetened Memories...

From crawling kids
To fighting demons
From playing cousins
To momentous friends
I had known you for years

On different shores
With distance apart
Enjoying every single moment
To each other happiness
I lived every hour for you

My awaited special day
Beside my special one
Was made more special
With all my loved ones

With grace of God
With blessings of all lovely hearts
I walk with him in pride
Hand on hand
As his only bride
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Getting married to a person whom you know very well makes life pleasant. Esp. if you are getting married to your childhood friend. Replenishing memories from a childhood friend to a lifetime companion, its really sweet..:) Inspired from my friend who recently got married to her sweet throb cousin..:)

Savior...

Taking my own time
I missed my boat ride
Perceiving my own inner self
I lost speed of my lap

With desertion of time
All my efforts to float leave more pain
Now I cannot help myself
Drowning from hollowness

Bounded by demons of prejudice
I lost all lovely paradise
With heavy heart, all my loved ones
Long for my survival

In midst of sea
With no clue of shore
I swim across the lines
Over a blank water & sky

Just like a fairy tale end
I wish for a knight in shining armor
To redeem me from all pain & loneliness

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Inspired from a friend’s life.

Past, Present - Two ways..

They look very near to me
As I run to grab them
All appear just to be mirage
My mind plays foul game with me
Giving me different interpretation
Of all my past & present

I yearn for all of my past
But couldn’t step back from my present
As present blooms
I wish my past gets gloomed
As more I want my present to flourish
The more my need for past increases

In mirror image
Everything seems stable
But they are just two corners
I am stuck in between alone
Wish I could make a clone
To grab both the ends lone

Wish there was a rewind & forward button
To make my life play still
In the place, how I wished
And where I desired

In this confused phase
I am just walking through all paths
To make way for both my past & present

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Sometimes I feel, my gone days were better than the present & I wish I could get back to them now. Being with parents, fighting with brother, having blast with friends every weekend, lazing around home, bed time coffee. I miss all this now..:(

There are times, I feel that present is best than my other days..:) Good moments – cherishing them to the fullest. I still feel the urge to get back to my old days & enjoy those missed moments but some of my needs & wants hold me back..

That's ME & YOU...

Throwing all your tantrums
You raise my scale of annoyance
Venting out your anger like explosion
You make me impatience

With you being more adamant
You make me intolerant
Letting out lose words
You make me lose my head

With you becoming more obsessive on yourself
You make me high on frustration
With you being not you
You exploit me in myself

I wish I could meet all your expectations
I wish that you could understand
That sometimes time is not in my favor
It makes me impotent

Nevertheless how you are & what you think
Everyday when you wake up & clear the clouds
From your dome of perception
I will always be there

FOR YOU…

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Thoughts of a brother after a fight with his sister..:)

Friday Madness...

Landline alarms like
My head caught on fire
Freaking mobile vibrates like
My brain gone through shock waves
Like the high decibel ECG
My hands scribble on the notepad

Just like the clutching street fight
My fingers run through keyboard like mad
Just like the hearing sense of dumb
My ears howl to high & low pitch tones
Just like the crawling snake
My eyes sensor through all mails

Just like a kid waiting for the last hour of class
My mind & heart longs for the end of the day
Everything rushed & pushed to last hour
My body & soul becomes fully drained with no power
I drag my legs to way out
Reach home just like a rugged scout

Every Friday my head to toe are swung by

FRIDAY MADNESS….
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Every Friday at office is like sitting on hot fire log. Last minute work & rush ups of escalation make me mad running behind something for nothing… :))

Realisation...

Lots of wishes & desires
Melts down in the moments of wisdom

Seconds of realisation, takes the soul for ride
In the court of conscience

In the tug of war of
Me, Mine & Myself
I still
Trust, Believe & Hope...:)
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These thoughts of words came in when I was cherising some best of moments..:) Sometimes the happiest moment make us greedy & we wish for more of it.But all wishes are not granted. Just enjoy & feel the happiness till its blessed..

Uncovered

Those tingling memories
Freaks out now
With each tear drop
On his recall
The pain replenishes

Celebrated two years
In cloud nine
With fun & joy
Gifted each other
With accessories & toys

In the choice of truth or dare
To all
He told the truth
But never dared to face the truth
With all

All my colored dreams
Faded in a ebb tide
The cloud nine was now
Just a passing cloud

My heart left to bleed
Uncovered…
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Inspired from a friend’s life. She was in relationship with a guy. They got separated because the guy was not able to take it further with his family & relations. Their relationship lost its beauty in fear…She had all her faith on him. She was ready to face the struggle but he was not…