A Touch of Healing...

I am just walking behind you everyday

To gain your attention for the day

You always praise me for my loyalty

Your every action towards me shows that royalty


You always play with me the game of nagging

And I show my love towards you by wagging

You sometimes seem like never caring

But your hug always says that I am your darling


You take me for a walk

And our souls have a long talk

With you I always sensed the happy hours of paradise

Which I cannot tell you but the feel is very nice


I always feel your feelings

When you are sad with your face down

I try to make you smile with my actions of clown

But I wish to make you feel the comfort ness in my one touch

As I feel in yours in my pains


A touch in which I can show my care

A touch in which I can convey my love

A touch of healing....

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I like my dog a lot. He is a cute kid. He loves me a lot & I have always felt that. When I pamper him a lot, sometimes he looks at me so cutely that I feel that he is so happy & he is trying to convey me something. When i give him a hug, I feel he too feels my happiness...

These lines here are inspired from his actions. Sometimes I feel lost & I will be very quite. My cute little one will come & sit near me. He will keep looking at me for sometime. As if he had understood something he just places his hand on mine & will keep looking at me. Unless I give a smile he will never move from that place & his touch gives me that good feel of heaven...

May be these are the lines my dog wants to convey me...

Rays of Hope

Just like the drops of dew

I feel so fresh & new

Just like the blooming sunflower

I sense the first day of light in early hour


My thoughts spring out from a bright room

I enjoy my days just like the first day in my mother's womb

While playing around the garden of Montessori

I still learn the true values in life's Monasteries


In worthless race, sometimes I run like mad

But the feel of racing, just makes me glad

In effective speech, sometimes I just don't talk

But the sense of being understood makes my walk


Every passing second, lets me to think of rushing hours

Every rushing hour, lets me to see the breaking days

Every breaking day, lets me to county my months

Every counting month, lets me to see through years - years of living


Little rays of hope

Made my nothing everything

And everything as my thing...

Memories...

Memories can always make you rejoice or repent. The way they haunt you makes you what you are. The way you treat them takes you where you want.

All creatures with life have some memories…..


Stained with the deep colors of thoughts

Of red, blue, green & black

In the tomb of red wall (heart)

They form together the arc of one color rainbow

In the game of hide & seek of one color

Brightness & darkness take the cop & thief role

And both walk beside me to make me a perfect soul



I try to the spread the colors evenly

And give them different shades

They remain more stained

Little I try to remove the stain complete

It ends in vain making me incomplete

Arc of one color rainbow

Cannot be removed with any waters of purity



They make my tomb with bright & dark shades

In which I live through decades…

Reflection...

This is about my dreams & reality. Here 'I' means reality & 'You' my dreams...

I see you through

With me in you

You are my part

But still we walk apart

We both reflect the same image

But play it in a different stage

As you sink in the ocean of perfection

I sail through the path of imperfection

In race of winning

Without even a tinge of cunning

We both are still running

To wear the victory of crowning

You live in my thought

And I live in your heart

But in the game of checkmate

We can never be soul mate

With I on your side

You can never hide

I vow to make you as my child

And we both can walk with pride

You & I grow with cohesion

On different illustration

You & I stand as ‘We’

And it makes ‘Me’….

Book of Life

In my life’s goal
I am not in the lead role
Everyone travel with me to some distance
Draft them with instance – of their life
And just depart playing their part

Autobiography of mine
Written without my conscience
Copy right of my life’s authorship
Is never mine on any hardship
There is nothing I can define
For me to be mine

The beast of good, bad & ugly
Live within me deadly
With no reflections of my thoughts
My book of life
Carries my life
But where am I in it????

My Day..

With the dawn

My day was born

Rays of light

Make them white

As Happiness bloom

My soul is out of gloom

Spreading across the spree

The breeze enlighten little glee

The smiles flow

And gives me a glow

Love & care cuddle up

They make an enchanting hub

My soul needs some hay - Hope, Love & Care

And with these clay

Everyday I build my day…

Fear

Every end is unfold

I toddle without a hold

Moving through all bend

I search for the end

As I move towards the shine

Darkness sways mine – myself

With a trembling heart I look around for a savior

To make up my conscience as a warrior

With comrade of mine

Let me run past this time

With re-birth of my happiness from assassination

I wish to make my fear an illusion…

The Journey of Life

In the journey of miles

I met my life

And decided she to be my wife

With her beside

I never moved a bit aside

With the sparkle of her sight

I felt the green twilight

My brain held a break

And looking at her

I felt great

Directed in a different track

My heart split open the love crack

The force of attraction

Created more commotion – in my heart

As I became senseless

Everything seemed motionless

Reached the station

Is it our destiny’s destination??

I wish to hold her hand

And make my step grand

I wish to walk with you

And I can spend my lifetime in your hue

I wish - We were meant to be together

As one and other

I wish - She led me from journey of miles

To journey of life…..

Touch me not

Standing far away

With a nearing distance

Looking for the dawn

With my knees bent down

With your rise

My desire raise

With your come down

My soul calms down

With your touch

I feel for your lush

Kiss in my lips

Make them pinkish

In my solace

I need your embrace

With you beside me as one

I can just walk alone

As I wander

Your thoughts ponder

As I look up & gauge

You appear like a mirage

As I move forward

You glide like mist

With my fingers reaching to you

Left me untouched

Why touch me not???

I, Me & Myself as Cindrella King

Many have this weird question in their mind as to why I have chosen a name like Cindrella

King?? Cindrella is a girl but why is that King??

Hey you all there, don’t come to conclusions on your own. I am not into neutral list. My own expectations & my different intentions have given rise to this name. Let me put it very clearly.


I wanted to be a perfect girl.

But I am a worst kid by myself.

I wanted to handle things carefully.

But I am careless idiot by myself.

I wanted to be more organized.

But I mess up things by myself.

I wanted to be more caring, loving & cute like Cindrella.

But me inspired by all kingship stories wanted to be king by myself.

You know the kind of king of hearts….I felt I can be King of hearts only if I have little bit of Cindrella in me…

Phew & atlast I ended up being Cindrella King…

My Heart Smile

When I was born
I did make my 'Mom' smile with mine
But I didn't realize my heart smiling

When I grew up & made my first step
I did make my 'Dad' smile with mine
But I didn't realize my heart smiling

When I was given a chocolate to lie
I did make my 'Brother' smile with mine
But I didn't realize my heart smiling

When I share my fun & enjoyment
I did make my 'Friends' smile with mine
But I didn't realize my heart smiling

When I gazed at the funny outlook & behaviour
I did make the 'Stranger' smile with mine
But i didn't realize my heart smiling

When he told me I love you
I did make my 'Sweet One' smile with mine
And I did realize my heart smiling
I felt my smile to be mine

My smile to be in myself & my heart to be mine
Let me share a part of his life's wine...

Tug of War

The silent fight

Creating most disturbing noise

Caused by the tug of war

Between my mind & heart

Muted speech

Arrested pupil with confused sight

Senseless nerves injected with fright

Frozen breath & diminishing intensity

The tug of war between thoughts & feelings

Your thoughts eating my mind – good & bad

My heart wrapped up with memories of the feel – love & hate

That you bestowed on me

My helpless soul

Lost in the field of rivals

Howling with mystical pain

Longing to overcome this battle

It’s not the war of good & evil

It’s the little hunt of best & worst

The 'Best & Worst' of you in me

There is no end in this rivalry, for the survival of the fittest....

Illusion of Happiness

Searching for you

In mid of all things

Just wondering if all this is a dream

And I wish I don't miss you even there



You are very near to me

Surrounding me with your spell

But still I am not able to reach you

And it makes me feel like I am in hell



You seem like a illusion

What makes me feel so ??

Is it my desire for you or my expectations on you ??



My desire for you is endless

My expectations on you is limitless

As I do feel myself in me

I wish to realize you in me...



Let me out of this ILLUSION...