Nourishing my dreams
With positive thoughts
Waited for your reply
For four long years
Whirlwind of thoughts
Screaming mind voice
Triggering emotions
Created the fear
Fear of losing myself
To defend myself
From the suffocating fear
I made my mind
To talk to you for one last time
With hopes of being found
I called you
With lost phrases & withered words
I communicated my heart felt feelings
For my questions
Still I have feelings towards you
Give me some time & a chance to understand you
Why not me??
You just replied
I don't have emotions
I have concerns which I cannot share
Never want to argue
In an urge to bring end to the conversation
And everything else
You asked me "Anything else??"
I stand here alone
With dreams shattered
And desires gloomed
With no nerves to say you
Rescue me from life….
We end the call
Bringing end to all
An Alive soul
Lost with reality
Clinging to just hopes
Waiting for the rescuer
To take me away
From hurting past
Oh Lord!!!!!!
Rescue me…..
When our hopes & dreams get shattered we lose ourselves to fear. We look forward for a savior to bail us out of the world of fear…Here savior refers to hopes & belief in one self in handling the past…

