Past, Present - Two ways..

They look very near to me
As I run to grab them
All appear just to be mirage
My mind plays foul game with me
Giving me different interpretation
Of all my past & present

I yearn for all of my past
But couldn’t step back from my present
As present blooms
I wish my past gets gloomed
As more I want my present to flourish
The more my need for past increases

In mirror image
Everything seems stable
But they are just two corners
I am stuck in between alone
Wish I could make a clone
To grab both the ends lone

Wish there was a rewind & forward button
To make my life play still
In the place, how I wished
And where I desired

In this confused phase
I am just walking through all paths
To make way for both my past & present

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Sometimes I feel, my gone days were better than the present & I wish I could get back to them now. Being with parents, fighting with brother, having blast with friends every weekend, lazing around home, bed time coffee. I miss all this now..:(

There are times, I feel that present is best than my other days..:) Good moments – cherishing them to the fullest. I still feel the urge to get back to my old days & enjoy those missed moments but some of my needs & wants hold me back..